Wednesday, August 29, 2007

On TV Tonight: "Crazy Sexy Cancer"

Crazy Sexy Cancer, a documentary film by by Kris Carr, premieres tonight on The Learning Channel.


In 2003 Kris Carr was diagnosed with a rare, incurable form of cancer (not breast cancer) at the age of 31. Like so many of us, she needed to process the experience through a creative outlet. The result- after four years of filming- is this documentary and the book Crazy Sexy Cancer Tips.



I just spent some time wandering through the TLC website and Ms. Karr's website (links above). I watched the trailer and the Today show interview. It was time well spent. I hope I get the opportunity to see the film sometime - alas, I won't see it tonight.



If you watch it, let me know what you think!!

PS Many thanks to my friend Martha for letting me know about the premiere. Kris Karr talks about her "cancer posse." Martha is definitely part of mine.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

On Lending Out My Stuff

Last year I bought lots of items to cover up my bald head. I still have all of it and so I offered to lend it to a friend who is currently going through chemo. But with a caveat:


"It might sound weird, but I would want my stuff back when you're done with it even though I obviously hope that I'll never need it again. It's just like -you know- as soon as you give your maternity clothes away you get pregnant."

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Life with Arimidex: An Uneasy Peace

I've been taking Arimidex for approximately 8 months now. Arimidex is one of the "hormone therapy" drugs that have received a lot of attention in the press.

At this point in time, it is only given to post-menopausal women with estrogen receptive tumors. It can have loads of unpleasant side effects - none of which I seem to have been cursed with, thank goodness.

However, it might (does?) accelerate bone loss and thus might (will?) accelerate my slide into osteoporosis. I had a bone density scan done in June. I lost a lot of bone density in one year. If I keep losing that much every year, I'll be a jellyfish in no time.

But...I am still within the normal range for bone density. Maybe this next year won't produce the same drop in density. Maybe the chemo and the surgically induced meno whomped me good and now I'll just gradually lose bone density like (almost?) every other post-menopausal woman.

How did I take this news? Not well at all. It has taken me two months to write about it - what does that tell you? At least this problem is not as urgent as cancer. It's an issue and it needs my attention but I can take my time and figure out what I really need to do. I don't want to stop taking Arimidex.

I take calcium and do weight-bearing exercises. Do I do enough? I don't know yet.

When I started my breast cancer blog, I was in heavy-research-mode. There are shelves full of books about osteoporosis and a gazillion websites about same. I haven't gone into heavy-research-mode on this yet. I will. I just haven't been ready.

What am I ready to do? Go ice-skating and skiing and do anything else that someone with weak bones would have to avoid.